Am I An Idiot???

Asking myself now....
am i stupid
i think so
y i can't do everything perfect

argggh....
crying like a fool now
y i crying
for wat i cry juz becoz a man
and becoz of my stupid useless brain
always cannot remember all the things
like to forget this forget that
tats y u get angry with me

but pls ask youself
can you tell me that u never forgot somethings
if you say YES
pls dun bluff la ok
i dun think u can remember all the things
and juz keep them inside your brain

sometimes i realize that
i m not suitable for you
you control my everythings
wat i eat...wat i wear...where to go....with who
all under your control
but i don't mind
juz becoz i really love you

and sometimes we argue
and i cry
i won't let you knoe juz becoz i don't wan you feel that i am acting
am i wrong
let it
dun wan about it again
y always keep myself sad

wanna go to sleep
stop thinking somethings that make me sad


**the END**
for tonight